Light.

Break it down. My Gusdur's gone.

All I felt was... an absence of feelings. Big irony, but who gives a goddamn frick.
I never wanted to see that last wave goodbye, but it came anyway.
And once again, I was in some dumb state and made myself watch as the Lufthansa took off. Would it have been different if I hadn't seen it?

I felt light. And I don't mean lightheaded elation of any sort.
It felt like I had become dandelion seeds. You could puff on me and I'd float away.

Like a million tiny broken particles.



This is gonna take some time.

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

its alright. he'll come back right ? mine wont. im not lettin him anyway.

*hugs*

Anonymous said...

Time and lots of ice cream. And chocolate. Or chocolate ice cream.

I don't like it when my Nashe is heartbroken. Makes me sad for you. :-(

Buckle down and get busy with the school work again. The time will pass before you know it and you'll get to see him again.

Anonymous said...

Awww!

Poor Nasher punkin!

That's the problem with love. It's never satisfied with "what you have"

It always wants the most it can get, and will never be satisfied with less >__<

*big giant hugs*

Nashe^ said...

@ Lastlife : Hahahhahahha!!! Gee debs. I don't know. *muakz*



@ Diane : Yeah. I'm binging on chocolates like there's no tomorrow. And nah, he ain't coming back till like, 2010. How sick.



@ Gad : I guess so. Feels like i'll never fall in love again but... hmm.

*Big giant hugs back*

Anonymous said...

Oh shit, babydoll

I didn't realize that he's WAY gone.

total bummer

Anonymous said...

Get some WEED!

Hamizah said...

lagu tk blh angkatzzzz!
:DDD

Nashe^ said...

@ Gad : Yeahz. :)


@ wooz : oh, you dont say! Sorry man, i'm err, underaged. =/


@ Hamizahh : Apa yg kamu gak bisa angkatzz???

Anonymous said...

THE SONG ROCKS. JUST LIKE YOUR POSTS!

Anonymous said...

hang in there. I know you'll be ok.

-r.d

Anonymous said...

AWW poor dear! Relax and try hitting the books ok?

you'll meet new people along the way, so cheer up!

Nashe^ said...

@ amz : i tahu lagu ini rocketh.


@ r.d : Thanks, R. Yeah, I'll be ok. =)


@ shirlee : i'm cheered. thanks!

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